hope(less)

sitting on the edge of existence

i look to my right,

there is nothing

i look to my left,

the sun burns my eyes.

with tears flowing down

my fears are crushed by this sound…

the beat of my heart

slowly dying

the wind takes me over

falling into pain

the hurt is overwhelming

it crushes my soul

releasing the aching drum

in deep motion, I cry out

“im sorry!…im so sorry!”

though the words fall to deafness

and so I am left with…

the emptiness of this hole.